why is everything the way it is? whyyy whyy?! i cant stand it anymore. i hate worrying, i hate lying. i feel like being naive, in denial and just ignoring and not caring but i cant! I HATE it!!! ok *deep breath* .. im fine =)

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anyway everyone knows my ugly photo collection so here are more that are really quite entertaining (: hahaha!!

now i know why so many people believe in evolution and all that. its quite convincing in a way and thinking about it without any religious point of view, i think its actually really interestingly story like even though some parts really dont make any sense at all. but even if its interesting to listen to, its really really boring to study about. haha! fossil evidence and all the common ancestor crap. ^^ going to the zoo on mon to learn about primate evolution so we get to see all the monkey related animals. oh so cute =) heh! anyway i think i should go and sleep now. maybe all this emosiness will pass! so bye bye!

so much to do, so much to do, so so much to dooooooooooooooooooo =(